Shut up!

I've been reading a certain few people's blog without them knowing. Sometimes i wonder why ppl can talk bout me when they don't even know me. Do you?

1stly, all the things i do all have reasons behind them.

2ndly, if any of my friends know me better they wouldn't use certain words to describe me or the things i do. Argh!

3rdly, no one can be like me coz no one can go thru what i had to go thru since 9yo. You think your life is terrible? That no one cares? That everyone is against you? Think again.

Fallen leaves return to their roots (Luo ye gui gen)

I'm back where i started. Home..after wandering for so long. Rest..something which i may find. Friend..whom i had never lost. I'll be whole again when everyone returns.

A long time ago.....

I heard you were leaving. Wanting to send you off but didn't dare go. What if i was not welcomed? I didn't want you to leave for another country with any unhappy feelings. But yet again..i've been wondering..did you hope tt i went? Now tt you're returning. I wish i could muster enough courage to face you again. Back then, i said some stuff out of anger and i couldn't take it back. I'm sorry for failling to the test of time as your friend back then. Will we be the same? So many questions but i dare not look for the answer. If i don't look for the answer, will you give them to me?